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Senecio (re​-​release)

by Cromm Cruac (NL)

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1.
A passed moment 06:32
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As I close my eyes I see in my mind A vision, follow-up Of pictures, like a video I don’t know whether to cry Or to be silent It was something That wasn’t anything But a still hope And now it will Never ever be Except a dead end Dead end I ride back in the dark night Thinking: “why does this happen to me Why couldn’t it work out for me this time?” I just can’t stand this situation I have To deal With it The pain It was honest of you To say it but still it’s In my mind like a Picture I’ll never forget Alone standing Have to go on Without you to Stand by my side To help me through this life There is an empty place where my love for you once was I felt real positive and good again But now I feel rejected, can’t believe this is happening Caused by some difference between you and me Another moment enlightens my mind like a picture Under full moon and stars we were outside I think about it in a real positive way now I can’t relive it, it’s a pity to say Walking this path Of loneliness While this moment Is gone, forever Never to return again There is an empty place where my love for you once was I felt real positive and good again But now I feel rejected, can’t believe this is happening Caused by some difference between you and me Another moment enlightens my mind like a picture Under full moon and stars we were outside I think about it in a real positive way now I can’t relive it, it’s a pity to say As I close my eyes I see in my mind A vision, follow-up Of pictures, like a video I don’t understand The way you must have thought I wish you’d talked to me About the way you felt inside But now you’re really gone You’ve left me without a trace It feels like pure emptiness I’ll never forget you girl I ride back in the dark night Thinking: “why does this happen to me Why couldn’t it work out for me this time?” I just can’t stand this situation I have To deal With it The pain I hope that one day you will Read this and remember Me as I do you I’ll never forget you, girl
2.
Human instinct 05:39
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Why does it feel so wrong Those feelings are all gone And now we are without true souls Rely on machines To warn us from harm Old instincts seem gone No longer alert Depending on what we are taught Never to answer our thoughts Afraid to walk out of the line Just follow the rules, don’t ask why Technology wipes Out our natural selves Old instincts are gone No longer alert Depending on what we are taught Never to answer our thoughts Afraid to walk out of the line Just follow the rules, don’t ask why The higher we climb The harder we’ll fall Progression of mankind Swain Island to me Forget about the rules Try to find your own Animal inside Deep down yourself Rely on machines To warn us from harm Old instincts seem gone No longer alert Depending on what we are taught Never to answer our thoughts Afraid to walk out of the line Just follow the rules, don’t ask why Why does it feel so wrong Those feelings are all gone And now we are without true souls
3.
Behind my eyes 05:59
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Heartbeat rising, gasping for my breath Burning adrenaline, flowing through my veins Muscles cramping, ready to explode Thoughts of terror enter my brain now I can’t sleep alone at night Wake me up before it dawns Waking up, I’m cold and wet Not knowing where I remain The shallow light of the moon Reveals the colour of the stains I only dreamed of being here So vivid and so real But now my head is clear And fear is all I feel I fear Heartbeat rising, gasping for my breath Burning adrenaline, flowing through my veins Muscles cramping, ready to explode Thoughts of terror enter my brain now The way my body’s responding to my dreams The constant fear stains each time I go to sleep Behind my eyes I am perceiving another reality Although I’m dreaming, my actions are for real Not again, I cannot stop it, please help me, wake me up Give me strength to end this nightmare now Sleeping, dreaming Is this what I feel This nightmare seems so fucking real Dreaming, killing This is what I feel This nightmare is so fucking real Much too real Heartbeat rising, gasping for my breath Burning adrenaline, flowing through my veins Muscles cramping, ready to explode Thoughts of terror enter my brain now I have fear of myself at night Wake me up before it dawns
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Careless 06:42
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Awakening in a sweat, looking around Complete darkness, blanket thick, not even a sound Countless thoughts are rushing Through my restless mind, a river wild Never thought I’d fall I should have seen it coming Don’t know where I went wrong Left instead of right Staring at this picture Of past times, so secure, clear to see Subconscious reality Today it finally struck me Slapped me in the face, woke me up Abrupt ending of my dreams Awakening in a sweat, looking around Complete darkness, blanket thick, not even a sound Here Opening my eyes, but scared to see What’s become of me now you are gone but Now I now I must take off and fly away First time won’t be flawless, falling downwards Standing up as proud as I can be Knowing I will find what I was looking for Time and time I begged you To listen to my screams, just hear me out You didn’t even care Your happiness, yours only I wasn’t but a doll attached to strings You didn’t even care Expendable means to get Out of your own life as much as you could Now I know there’s more to this Than just to follow the dogmatic path Breaking down Falling hard Realize Never I thought to be here A revelation of my innerself Feelings are submerging From the deepest of my soul Have to be Stronger now Two feet down Never I thought to be here A revelation of my innerself Feelings are submerging From the deepest of my soul Awake Awakening in a sweat, looking around Complete darkness, blanket thick, not even a sound Here Countless thoughts are rushing Through my restless mind, a river wild Never thought I’d fall Today it finally struck me Slapped me in the face, woke me up Abrupt ending of my dreams
5.
Allied states of consciousness 05:12
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“Burn !” I hear the people scream At me, but I can’t see anything Dying inside Numbed by fear and by the pain Awaiting my end, here on this stake Unbearable, the heat of the flames Desperate to fly But chained by fear, insatiable hate Chained by fear, insatiable hate But then, all of a sudden, out of the blue I realize that this isn’t true It isn’t for real It’s just a dream, and I have control Just a dream that I can control Feelings of supremity, power and control Even now don’t leave my soul I know my body will burn But my revenge will find you all Yes my revenge will strike you all A dream, so real, I realize I feel awake, yet the nightmare is still going on Struggling inside A chance to change my destiny “Dead !” fanning their own hatred with their ignorance, fools ! Fear, the power of their dogmas The reason of me parting this earth Flash, smoke and an explosion My body has escaped; Panic overtakes Curse, walls of blazing fire No one can escape, ha ! Escaping real life I make up the rules for this game Lucid dreams Lucid dreams Wish I’d sleep on Never to wake up again Lucid dreams Lucid dreams “Burn !” I hear the people scream At me, yet I can see everything It’s in my mind Not numbed by fear, not by the pain
6.
Capital punishment 05:57
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I’m sitting here all alone I cannot feel myself Drowning in a crushing stream Of thoughts and questions, going berserk Feels like they are playing with me A cute fun toy, that’s all my life is I know, what I did was not so nice, so why don’t I get what I deserve? They have killed me four times before I can’t take this any longer Kill me, end it, no more respites Why don’t they make up their fuckin’ minds It has been too long For me to feel a thing I’m completely drained From reality Within the walls of my mind There’s not a single thought That keeps me going on I’m defeated by the system Falling in the deep, unknown Blackin’ out again A big, black hole, I cry, out loud I can’t take no more My soul Tormented Relentless I remain Confusion Desperation Screaming In silence Capital punishment Exploding in my head My life is all over And yet I am not dead It has been too long For me to feel a thing I’m completely drained From reality At last my day has come I’m to be killed again I sure hope it’s the last My will to live is completely drained I’m sitting here all alone I cannot feel myself Death my Only Way out Of here Yearning For the After Life Capital punishment Exploding in my head My life is all over And yet I am not dead
7.
The pain within 04:34
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Locked up in here Though I could go Never feeling free Feels I’m in a play Follow the script No chance to improvise What unwritten rules Tell me to do No chance to improvise No, I cannot restrain myself I have got to tear of these ropes and set myself free Don’t care what they will think, what they will do Today my true self won’t be restrained anymore So now I will release my pain within And replace it with strength to carry out all my dreams My rock will alter this stream, the river must bend Ooh yes, I want to matter, remembered for me! No, I cannot restrain myself I have got to tear of these ropes and set myself free My rock will alter this stream, the river must bend Ooh yes, I want to matter, remembered for me! Locked up in here Though I could go Never feeling free Feels I’m in a play Follow the script No chance to improvise What unwritten rules Tell me to do No chance to improvise I will not be How society wants me So hate me, I just don’t care
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23:10 Timeless 06:17
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Counting stars and not knowing Where I’ll be when this ends The scars of this will be showing A timeless reminance The fight in me is now raging A struggle, everso hard Decisions, I had to take the To choose right from the wrong The pressure was put on me By those who have no remorse After tonight Things no longer Will be the same My destiny So insecure Wish I had full control now After tonight Things no longer Will be the same I question fate Why is it me Wish I had full control now Fear from the inside Is working it’s way out Trying to regain my self-confidence, to be strong After tonight Things no longer Will be the same My destiny So insecure Wish I had full control now Always were told They were the ones The cause of our pain Hatred so deep Dogmatic repulse They are the ones Hate Looking at the clock and Realising this is my time Got less than one hour To prepare for my last fight Fight One night, I clearly remember They came and told me why I had to recover Our dignity, our pride Feeling pain within Cause I am scared to leave tonight Feeling hate within Cause I will have to start my fight Feeling fear within Don’t know where I’ll be tonight Though feeling strong about The outcome of the future fight Decisions, I had to take the To choose right from the wrong The pressure was put on me By those who have no remorse Counting stars and not knowing Where I’ll be when this ends The scars of this will be showing A timeless reminance
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Herodias (bonus) 04:07
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I want his head To be sure he’s dead On a silver plate Then I’ll be your mate I want his head To be sure he’s dead On a silver plate Then I’ll be your mate I want his head To be sure he’s dead On a silver plate Then I’ll be your mate I want his head To be sure he’s dead On a silver plate Then I’ll be your mate I want his head To be sure he’s dead On a silver plate Then I’ll be your mate
10.
Confusions (bonus) 04:00
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My bed; dribbling faeces Blood between my lips My fears; unidentified Messed up state of mind What’s eating on me Why do I see things that are not there Madness is bringing me down Confusions No solutions Inside me Confusions No solutions Madness Is bringing me down Confusions No solutions Madness Is bringing me down What’s eating on me Why do I see things that are not there Madness is bringing me down
11.
The corner (bonus) 07:48
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As I’m standing here on this place The place which ruined my life I begin to feel sick When I think about that dive I will really look ordinary To you, but it’s the last thing that it is Although it’s one of those streetcorners Which smells like rotting and piss It was a nice summernight A breeze came up and fright Filled that night At once I smelled it in the air Looked over my shoulder, saw that stair, down there A red glow filled the air at once I shouted down, but no response Not one Curious, attracting strong It smelled evil, wrong It had me gone But then It began The horror When I got down there When I began the long downclimb The heat rised, it burned my limbs Stench of burning bodies growing strong The heat made the stones melt on the wall Then I saw The tunnel long In front of me Skulls All around Limbs Lying on the ground Burning sounds Skulls All around Limbs Lying on the ground Burning sounds Nightmare complete Slaves at work in moisten the heat Sickenss me It was a nice summernight A breeze came up and fright Filled that night At once I smelled it in the air Looked over my shoulder, saw that stair, down there A red glow filled the air at once I shouted down, but no response Not one Curious, attracting strong It smelled evil, it smelled wrong It had me gone Then It began The horror When I got down there I saw the throne standing right before Build out of skulls, eyes and bones Creatures, guards standing still All because of the masters’ will He came to me Pointing his staff On my face His mouth opened And flames came out He spoke this words: “Leave this crowd” He had mercy On my soul Down In the corner Opened the gate To hell
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Down-under (bonus) 06:14
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Under my stone Peaceful harmony Does surround My restperiod begins Under the ground Will they awake me At the arise Or will God forget me No that won’t be nice My life Is sucked Out of me So you can see Will it get colder When the winter comes No objection To my situation No rejection That I will be eaten That’s how we all end There are some things I wonder about For instance: Can I speak to my neighbour Is this death Am I dead Haven’t got a clear vision about this yet Could this possibly end or something Is this death Am I dead And when something happens Like night of the living dead Will I be a part of it Or am I not rotten enough Woooh, I really wonder What it would be like to eat brains To scare people To make them go insane If the arising takes part Will I get my own skin back I really hope so By the time I get out this one will be gone Is this death Am I dead I don’t want a new one Cause what would it be like Maybe I’ll look like some whooze Or something Is this death Am I dead Under my stone Lying alone Down I’ll see when the time comes We’ll rise Good God will care I’ll take his advice Will I see old chaps back Long time no see Will I recognise them Will they recognise me It’s not What I thought It would be Down here Not that it’s boring Got enough on my mind Still curious What will come Is there another life Or none Down under
13.
Spina Longa (bonus) 05:24
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1913 Government of Greece Stated: leprosy Is a criminal disease Spina Longa Just before Greece There was this island By the name Of Spina Longa Lepers were banned Men, women, children No exception On that law Spina Longa Island of the living dead On this island Of the living dead There lived some lepers They were banned for live Banned for good By the government of Greece ‘cause they were contagious And terminally ill Some Tried to escape And swam To shore But they Were killed Brutal And innocent Spina Longa Island of the living dead ‘55 Last leper was set free Free to go Where he wants At last

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This album was released through VIC Records

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released May 26, 2015

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Cromm Cruac (NL) Schuinesloot, Netherlands

Cromm Cruac was a technical melodic death metal band, formed in 1992 and active 'till the end of 2018.
We've recorded 3 demo's and 3 cd's. Senecio was re-released in 2015 with bonustracks from the demo's.
With this bandcampaccount, we want to make the music free downloadable for whom is interested. ... more

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